Theoretical Example

Yesterday was the busiest day I've had in a while. I spent a grand total of three hours at the Capital Area Training Consortium. 45 minutes of which was in the car driving way out of my way to go retrieve a paper I wasn't told beforehand I'd need.
The boys went to the new dentist, and I had to explain to the people at the old clinic why I was changing dentists when I went to pick up the kids' xrays.
I've spent a grand total of fifty bucks on this custody stuff, five bucks for notary, $17.50 to overnight paperwork, and 25 bucks when I went and petitioned the courts a month ago. And the money for the courts was wasted because it was requested of me to type up a letter of custody consent instead of doing it the old fashioned way. My attorney said I shouldn't worry about what they want, and do it whichever way pleases me, but I don't want to hold things up any longer for some people, regardless of what they may believe. I'm just not that petty.
Anyhow, it seems as though I have been accused of a lot that I am not guilty of. I do believe that I was accused of 'abandoning' someone. Come to find out, when an environment is created or occurs where two people can not cohabitate, then when one party leaves it is NOT considered abandonment. Although adultery is considered a form of abandonment, and is also good reason for divorce. I didn't adulterate.
Also, I'm not going through a divorce without legal counsel of my own. I don't care what other people may or may not tell me, I'm still going to be absolutely positive that I am an advocate for my kids. I'm just not going to jump into something because someone else tells me I should. It's unfortunate for them that I didn't turn out to be the sheep they've accused me of being. I'm a pushover no longer. It is also unfortunate that those people became angry and resorted to childish means such as name-calling and belittling. Yes, that was very sad indeed, lol.
You know, there are some mothers out there who claim to set the perfect example of what a mother should be, but at the same time they leave their infants and toddlers unattended for long periods of time for whatever reason. And let's face it, for kids that young any amount of time is just long enough for something bad to happen. Bad things only take a second. Or, and this is really ludicrous, they claim that their own mothers are crackheads, but then they send their kids to them for weeks at a time. And I'm not saying grandma lives just around the corner, oh no, grandma might possibly live hours and hours away.
It was stated that I am a hypocrite, oh that really made me laugh. Really. I'm not striving for the adhesiveness of a paradigm, I'd so much rather be a paragon. Whether or not that will ever happen for me, only time will tell. Or does someone ever completely reach that status? Really? Or is it the whole rather than a part? A lifetime of plodding on and trying, and doing what's right when one can? So yeah, I'd much rather be a paragon, I think, rather than the other. Which says at times that it's an excellent example when that in fact may only be theory. Theoretically speaking, that's just too wishy washy for me. The formula for that adhesive is just too faulty in theory.
I have everything printed out and neatly filed away. Everything. Blogs that may or may not have been written with me in mind. Many, many messages and my replies. And that's another thing. I read blogs, and yes, some of them are obviously directed at harming my character. Obviously. But I'm told I have no right to think that those things were written about me. But yet, some of the authors of those blogs read mine and assume that they are about them. You know, even reposts from months and months ago. Hilarious, that is. Also, just quite a bit hypocritical perhaps.